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Saturday, 19 September 2009

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    Jordan's Sister
    By Kendall Payne
    Honest
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    honest

    Boy know your place, lies do not become us
    Real is more attractive than a slick and polished mask
    Girl dig down deep, I know there's more between us
    There's bound to be a question you're just dying for me to ask

    If you can be honest, I can be too
    If you'll take the first step, I'll follow you through
    But no one wants to bleed, no one wants to hide
    No one wants to hurt, alone inside

    Child, don't close your eyes the truth contains much beauty
    And though it scars your soul, it can heal the wounds it makes
    You've been deceived to think the pain is to be dreaded
    When you've got nothing left, it'll give more than it takes

    If you can't find the peace, I'll help find it for you
    I don't know how, but one thing
    that's sure is I won't leave you now




Friday, 09 January 2009

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    All of Our Names
    By Sarah Harmer
    Pemdulums
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    Pendulums

    We are like pendulums
    Our arms swinging at our sides
    And I am a good little clock
    Walking along power lines

    I'm thinking like a swinging door
    Hinging on these changing thoughts
    Between the pull up to the shore
    And the push off

    In the lines of footprints in the snow
    All along the edges of the road
    I haven't even walked my block
    Since I moved out here years ago

    The secret lives of twist ties
    The hidden story in one line

    In the lines of footprints in the snow
    All along the edges of the road
    I haven't even walked my block
    Since I moved out here years ago

    We are like pendulums
    Our arms swinging at our sides
    And I am a good little clock
    I'm ticking off the time

    The distant lights are twinkling
    It means there is a wind
    That blows the trees against themselves
    And hard into this house I'm sleeping in
    I'm sleeping in

    -Sarah Harmer

     

     

    tomorrow (later today) i go back to school for my sixth semester... suppossedly three more in my undergraduate  career... hmm...

    at school i will face responsibility, distraction, frustration, anticipation, and a whole lot of work and fun mixed together in a wonderufl smoothie of life...

     

    mmm... yay.

Sunday, 04 January 2009

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    Urban Angel
    By Natalie Walker
    Colorblind
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    minirant

     IMG_0573 i'm getting all excited because i'm finally finding inspiration and *gasp* subject matter for my photography...

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    not only that, but I'm getting all adventurous with settings on my little digi and starting to get some really awesome effects and such...

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    i finally get my photos from nyc off my camera... and they are all grainy and washed out on my computer. they all looked fine on my camera screen, but on the computer they are pixelated junk. can't use them for anything.

    i'm ticked.

     

    as best as i can tell, this camera is only to be used with the presets, and no monkeying around with settings. dang it.

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Saturday, 03 January 2009

  • Shine On

    Are they calling for our last dance?
    I see it in your eyes. In your eyes.
    Same old moves for a new romance.
    I could use the same old lies, but I'll sing,
    Shine on, just, shine on!
    Close your eyes and they'll all be gone.
    They can scream and shout that they've been sold out,
    But it paid for the cloud that we're dancing on.
    So shine on. Just shine on!
    With your smile just as bright as the sun.
    'Cause they're all just slaves to the gods they made
    But you and I just shone.
    Just shone.
    And when silence greets my last goodbye,
    The words I need are in your eyes, and I'll sing.
    Shine On, just, shine on!
    Close your eyes and they'll all be gone.
    They can scream and shout that they've been sold out,
    But it paid for the cloud that we're dancing on.
    So shine on. Just shine on!
    With your smile just as bright as the sun.
    'Cause they're all just slaves to the gods they made,
    But you and I just shone.
    Just shone.

    --James Blunt

     

     

     

    hm.. semester numero seis is coming up. i head back early for winter training sessions, since there is a vast difference between first and second semesters.. eh. oh well. it gives me a chance to see folks and to get things in order before the insanity of next semester hits me like a ton or two of bricks.

    ridiculous things i am scheduled to do next semester:

    art and history of film - awesome class, but i'm going to die. 9 hours of film per week = dead. but there are some awesome people in the class with me, so i'll get to watch 9 hours of film a week with awesome people. that's cool with me.

    horsemanship 1 - heh.. i like being an upperclassman and getting to take fun classes with my friends. i just have to figure out a way to get to the barn every week... oh well.

    theater arts - i'm excited for the class, though not so much the people i'm taking it with. oh well. brenneman is teaching it, so that'll be cool.

    3d design - yeah for juniors taking 101 level art classes.. woo! it'll be a good time though, zingg and mast are in there with me. woo!

    graphic design II - sweet class with sweet people... but a sketch prof. oh well. we'll give him the royal once over and once he treads upon my shoes... i'm moving back into dave's office and never coming out again.

    intro to sociology - chances are pretty good i'll be dropping this class in favor of...

    graphic design internship - woo! real world experience, anyone? a production company in rochacha tapped me for some photoshop work for which i get no money but 1 credit hour and sweet references and resume stuff.

     

    k... so that's the academic side of things.. in addition, i need to find an actual job which will prolly just end up being working in the mac lab like always, which i am so down with, since the mac books in the art building are nice, but they don't have tablets which are my preferred material for working.

    yeah.. otherwise, i'm still RAing with a couple of new girls on my floor, so this'll be fun.

     

     

    and heere weeee gooo!!!

Monday, 29 December 2008

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    Time Without Consequence
    By Alexi Murdoch
    All My Days
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    All My Days

    Well I have been searching all of my days
    All of my days
    Many a road, you know
    I've been walking on
    All of my days
    And I've been trying to find
    What's been in my mind
    As the days keep turning into night

    Well I have been quietly standing in the shade
    All of my days
    Watch the sky breaking on the promise that we made
    All of this rain
    And I've been trying to find
    What's been in my mind
    As the days keep turning into night

    Well many a night I found myself with no friends standing near
    All of my days
    I cried aloud
    I shook my hands
    What am I doing here
    All of these days
    For I look around me
    And my eyes confound me
    And it's just too bright
    As the days keep turning into night

    Now I see clearly
    It's you I'm looking for
    All of my days
    Soon I'll smile
    I know I'll feel this loneliness no more
    All of my days
    For I look around me
    And it seems He found me
    And it's coming into sight
    As the days keep turning into night
    As the days keep turning into night
    And even breathing feels all right
    Yes, even breathing feels all right
    Now even breathing feels all right
    It's even breathing
    Feels all right

    Alexi Murdoch
     
     
    there are so many reasons to be glad:
    there are no assignments to worry about
    this is a mandated break from ra-ness
    there is time and space to think and breathe and be
    space to be with family and friends and cook and clean and sit and sort and sleep
    time to do nothing
    time to do anything
    pictures to take and sketches to sketch
    yes even breathing feels alright
     
     
     
     
     
    i have not felt this much contentment in... a long while...
     
    now even breathing feels alright
     
    went to the MOMA yesterday. um. *dead* it was amazing. i sketched a lot and thought a lot and generally just had a fantastic time despite my fear of people and the absolutely astounding number of people there.
    then the brother and sister in law took me through Times Square to get my birthday present *my birthday was... a while ago*. i thought i was going to die several times, but we made it to Dale & Thomas's Gourmet Popcorn shop where they treated me to free samples of a wide array of flavors before i settled on a huge bag of Chocolate Chunk n Caramel and another of Frosted Gingerbread. I know they sound weird, but this is possibly the deadliest treat I have ever encountered. I promised boy a taste when he comes to my place next week (girlish squeal) but I have my doubts it will last that long. ah well.
    so after an exhausting trek yesterday, today was a fantastic sleep-in sort of morning. then lady and i went to the Palisades Mall, which was exciting, and we looked at long lines in Steve & Barry's and Old Navy before grabbing coffee at DD and disappearing into Barnes and Nobel for a few hours.
    I was so temprate that i left with only one purchase, a punch out card-a-day calendar that was 50% off. I now have no excuse to forget any of my residents birthdays. *whew*
     
    and now it's time to say goodnight...
    good night..
     

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